\u00dcrpertici Bir Hikaye; “Alman \u00d6\u011frencinin Ba\u015f\u0131ndan Ge\u00e7en”<\/h3>\n

Frans\u0131z devriminin en \u00e7alkant\u0131l\u0131 d\u00f6neminin s\u00fcregeldi\u011fi f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 bir gecenin ilerlemi\u015f bir vaktinde, gen\u00e7 bir Alman Paris\u2019in eski kesiminden\u00a0ge\u00e7erek pansiyonuna d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. \u015eim\u015fekler \u00e7ak\u0131yor, g\u00f6k g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcleri dik, dar sokaklarda g\u00fcmb\u00fcr g\u00fcmb\u00fcr g\u00fcmb\u00fcrd\u00fcyordu \u2013 ama \u00f6nce bu gen\u00e7 Almanla ilgili bir \u015feyler anlatmal\u0131y\u0131m size.<\/p>\n

Gottfried Wolfgang, iyi bir aileden gelen bir delikanl\u0131yd\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre G\u00f6ttingen\u2019de okumu\u015f, ama d\u00fc\u015f d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcn\u00fc ve tutkulu biri oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in, Alman \u00f6\u011frencilerin s\u0131k s\u0131k akl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan alm\u0131\u015f o tuhaf ve ku\u015fkulu \u00f6\u011fretilere\u00a0dalmaktan kendini alamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130\u00e7ine kapan\u0131k ya\u015famas\u0131, kendini gece g\u00fcnd\u00fcz demeden \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya vermesi ve ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131n\u0131n garipli\u011fi hem zihnini, hem de\u00a0bedenini sarsm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bozulmu\u015f, marazl\u0131 hayaller kurar olmu\u015ftu. Swedenborg (\u0130sve\u00e7li bilim insan\u0131, filozof ve mistik ilahiyat\u00e7\u0131 Emmanuel Swedenborg (1688-1772), pek \u00e7ok bilimsel bulu\u015fta bulunduktan sonra sonsuz kavram\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcne bir kitap yay\u0131mlam\u0131\u015f, anatomi ara\u015ft\u0131rmalar\u0131yla ruhun \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn duyularla alg\u0131lanmas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flamaya y\u00f6nelmi\u015f, ancak bu \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar derin bir dinsel bunal\u0131mla sona ermi\u015fti. Mistik varsan\u0131lara kap\u0131lan Swedenborg, bundan sonra Kitab\u0131 Mukaddes\u2019i yorumlamakla, \u201cmelekler ve ruhlar d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda duyduklar\u0131yla g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerini\u201d aktarmakla u\u011fra\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.)<\/em> gibi, hayalinde ruhsal varl\u0131klara ili\u015fkin dayanaks\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere kap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve sonunda kendi \u00e7evresinde d\u00f6nen d\u00fc\u015fsel bir d\u00fcnyaya varm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Nedendir bilmem, ba\u015f\u0131nda bir u\u011fursuzlu\u011fun dola\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 yolunda bir san\u0131ya\u00a0kap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; k\u00f6t\u00fcc\u00fcl bir ruh ya da iblis onu kapana k\u0131st\u0131rmaya, ona cehennem azab\u0131 \u00e7ektirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Melankolik yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yiyip bitiren bu\u00a0d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncenin son derece karanl\u0131k etkileri olmu\u015ftu. Yabani ve bezgin biri haline gelmi\u015fti. Wolfgang\u2019\u0131 peri\u015fan eden bu ruhsal bozuklu\u011fun fark\u0131na varan\u00a0arkada\u015flar\u0131 hava de\u011fi\u015fiminin ona \u00e7ok iyi gelece\u011fine karar verdiler; b\u00f6ylece Wolfgang, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131 \u015fenlikli ve e\u011flenceli bir ortamda tamamlas\u0131n diye\u00a0Paris\u2019e g\u00f6nderildi.<\/p>\n

Wolfgang Paris\u2019e devrimin patlak verdi\u011fi g\u00fcnlerde vard\u0131. Kente yay\u0131lan\u00a0co\u015fkulu \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131k hevesk\u00e2r ruhuna ilk ba\u015fta \u00e7ok \u00e7ekici geldi ve kendini o g\u00fcnlerin siyasal ve felsefi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015flerine kapt\u0131r\u0131verdi; ama bir s\u00fcre sonra\u00a0kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 kanl\u0131 sahneler duyarl\u0131 yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 alt\u00fcst etti, toplumdan ve d\u00fcnyadan nefret ettirdi ve daha da i\u00e7ine kapanmas\u0131na yol a\u00e7t\u0131. \u00d6\u011frencilerin\u00a0ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 Pays Latin\u2019de (Quartier Latin ya da Latin Mahallesi. Seine nehrinin sol yakas\u0131nda, Sorbonne \u00dcniversitesi\u00a0<\/em>yak\u0131nlar\u0131nda, canl\u0131 ortam\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bar ve lokantalar\u0131yla tan\u0131nan semt. Ad\u0131n\u0131, orta\u00e7a\u011fda e\u011fitim dili\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>Latince oldu\u011fundan, bir zamanlar \u00fcniversite ve \u00e7evresinde yayg\u0131n bir bi\u00e7imde konu\u015fulan Latin\u00a0<\/em>dilinden alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r)<\/em><\/strong> tek ba\u015f\u0131na bir odaya kapand\u0131. Orada, Sorbonne\u2019un manast\u0131r\u0131 and\u0131ran duvarlar\u0131na hi\u00e7 de uzak say\u0131lmayacak kasvetli bir sokakta o\u00a0pek sevdi\u011fi dayanaks\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc. Bazen Paris\u2019in b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u00fct\u00fcphanelerinden, bu d\u00fcnyadan g\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015f yazarlar\u0131n yeralt\u0131 mezarlar\u0131ndan\u00a0saatlerce \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor, marazl\u0131 i\u015ftah\u0131n\u0131 bast\u0131rmak i\u00e7in o tozlu ve k\u00f6hne kitap y\u0131\u011f\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcne getiriyordu. Denilebilir ki, k\u00f6hnemi\u015f edebiyat\u0131n\u00a0g\u00f6m\u00fctl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden beslenen bir kitap<\/a> soyguncusu olup \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Wolfgang, bir ba\u015f\u0131na ve g\u00f6zlerden uzak ya\u015famas\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131n ate\u015fli bir\u00a0mizaca sahip bir gen\u00e7ti, ama bu ate\u015fli mizac\u0131 bir s\u00fcre etkisini yaln\u0131zca hayal g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00fcst\u00fcnde g\u00f6sterecekti. Cinsi latife yakla\u015famayacak kadar utanga\u00e7 ve toy olmakla birlikte, di\u015fi g\u00fczelli\u011fine tutkulu bir hayranl\u0131k duymaktan da geri kalm\u0131yordu ve bir ba\u015f\u0131na ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 odas\u0131nda s\u0131k s\u0131k daha \u00f6nce g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f oldu\u011fu bedenler ve y\u00fczlerin hayallerine dal\u0131p gidiyor, d\u00fc\u015f g\u00fcc\u00fc bu hayalleri ger\u00e7e\u011fini de g\u00f6lgede b\u0131rakan bir g\u00fczellikle s\u00fcsleyip p\u00fcsl\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6ylesine co\u015fkun ve kendinden ge\u00e7mi\u015f bir durumdayken g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir r\u00fcya onu derinden etkiledi. G\u00f6r\u00fclmemi\u015f g\u00fczellikte bir kad\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc r\u00fcyas\u0131na\u00a0girmi\u015fti. O denli derinden etkilenmi\u015fti ki, o y\u00fcz durmadan r\u00fcyas\u0131na giriyordu. G\u00fcnd\u00fczleri akl\u0131ndan, geceleri uykular\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yordu; uzun s\u00f6z\u00fcn k\u0131sas\u0131,\u00a0r\u00fcyas\u0131ndaki bu hayale vurulmu\u015ftu. Bu durum o kadar uzun s\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, sonunda melankolik insanlar\u0131n akl\u0131n\u0131 tutsak alan ve bazen deli san\u0131lmalar\u0131na bile neden olan o saplant\u0131lardan birine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte bu Gottfried Wolfgang s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc etti\u011fim d\u00f6nemde bu durumdayd\u0131. F\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 bir gecenin ilerlemi\u015f saatlerinde Paris\u2019in en eski mahallelerinden\u00a0Marais\u2019nin e\u011fri b\u00fc\u011fr\u00fc, karanl\u0131k sokaklar\u0131ndan ge\u00e7erek eve d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. G\u00f6k dar sokaklardaki y\u00fcksek binalar aras\u0131nda g\u00fcrleyip duruyordu. Halka a\u00e7\u0131k\u00a0idamlar\u0131n ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirildi\u011fi Place de Gr\u00e8ve\u2019e (Eskiden i\u015f arayan ya da greve giden emek\u00e7ilerin topland\u0131\u011f\u0131 meydan. Ama g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczde, bir\u00a0<\/em>zamanlar burada ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirilen halka a\u00e7\u0131k idamlarla an\u0131msan\u0131r.)<\/em><\/strong> vard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, H\u00f4tel de Ville\u2019in (Paris\u2019in Belediye binas\u0131.)<\/strong>\u00a0<\/em>sivri kulelerinin tepesinde \u015fim\u015fekler \u00e7ak\u0131yor, \u00f6n\u00fcndeki a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131\u011fa titre\u015fen\u00a0yalk\u0131lar vuruyordu. Wolfgang meydandan ge\u00e7erken birden kendini giyotinin yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda bulunca deh\u015fet i\u00e7inde geri \u00e7ekildi. Bu \u00fcrk\u00fcn\u00e7 \u00f6l\u00fcm ayg\u0131t\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0oradan bir an eksik olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnler ter\u00f6r\u00fcn var g\u00fcc\u00fcyle saltanat s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00fcnlerdi ve idam sehpas\u0131 durmadan erdemli ve cesur insanlar\u0131n kan\u0131yla\u00a0sulan\u0131yordu. Daha o g\u00fcn pek \u00e7ok insan\u0131n kan\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ve orada, bu suskun ve uykuya yatm\u0131\u015f kentin ortas\u0131nda amans\u0131zca dikilmi\u015f, yeni\u00a0kurbanlar\u0131n\u0131 bekliyordu.<\/p>\n

Wolfgang\u2019\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fi paralanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; t\u00fcylerini \u00fcrperten bu \u00fcrk\u00fcn\u00e7 ayg\u0131ta arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp gitmek \u00fczereydi ki, idam sehpas\u0131n\u0131n basamaklar\u0131n\u0131n dibinde suspus oturan bir karalt\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Tam o s\u0131rada, art arda \u00e7akan \u015fim\u015fekler karalt\u0131y\u0131 biraz olsun belirginle\u015ftirdi. Siyahlara b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f bir kad\u0131nd\u0131 orac\u0131kta oturan. \u0130dam sehpas\u0131n\u0131n alt basamaklar\u0131ndan birinde iki b\u00fckl\u00fcm oturmu\u015f, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc dizlerine g\u00f6mm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc; yere kadar sarkan uzun darmada\u011f\u0131n\u0131k sa\u00e7lar\u0131\u00a0bardaktan bo\u015fan\u0131rcas\u0131na ya\u011fan ya\u011fmurdan s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam olmu\u015ftu. Wolfgang durup bakt\u0131. Bu \u0131ss\u0131z keder an\u0131t\u0131nda insan\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fini yakan bir \u015fey vard\u0131.\u00a0G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne bak\u0131l\u0131rsa halktan biri de\u011fildi bu kad\u0131n. Wolfgang, pek \u00e7ok \u015feyin alt\u00fcst oldu\u011fu g\u00fcnler ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, bir zamanlar ku\u015ft\u00fcy\u00fc yast\u0131klardan\u00a0kalkmam\u0131\u015f pek \u00e7ok g\u00fczel ba\u015f\u0131n \u015fimdilerde yersiz yurtsuz kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n fark\u0131ndayd\u0131. Kim bilir, belki bu kad\u0131nca\u011f\u0131z da \u015fu korkun\u00e7 giyotinin kimsesiz\u00a0b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131, kendisi i\u00e7in de\u011ferli olan herkesin sonsuzlu\u011fa u\u011furland\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fu s\u0131rat k\u00f6pr\u00fcs\u00fcnde yasa bo\u011fulmu\u015f oturan zavall\u0131 bir ba\u011fr\u0131 yan\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Wolfgang kad\u0131na yakla\u015f\u0131p sevecen bir sesle seslendi. Kad\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p yaban\u0131l bir bak\u0131\u015f f\u0131rlatt\u0131. Bu bak\u0131\u015fta Wolfgang\u2019\u0131n akl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan\u00a0alan, o s\u0131rada \u00e7akan \u015fim\u015fe\u011fin parlak \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, bu y\u00fcz\u00fcn durmadan r\u00fcyalar\u0131na giren y\u00fcz oldu\u011funu fark etmesi oldu. Solgun ve kederli, ama b\u00fcy\u00fcleyici\u00a0g\u00fczellikte bir y\u00fczd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Wolfgang karma\u015f\u0131k duygular i\u00e7inde heyecana gelerek kad\u0131na bir kez daha seslendi. Ona gecenin bu saatinde bu \u015fiddetli f\u0131rt\u0131nada ortal\u0131kta dola\u015fmamas\u0131\u00a0gerekti\u011fini s\u00f6yledi ve onu arkada\u015flar\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeyi \u00f6nerdi. Kad\u0131n korkun\u00e7 anlamlar y\u00fckl\u00fc bir hareketle giyotini g\u00f6sterdi.<\/p>\n

\u201cBenim tek bir arkada\u015f\u0131m yok!\u201d dedi.
\n\u201cAma bir evin vard\u0131r,\u201d dedi Wolfgang.
\n\u201cEvet \u2013 mezarda!\u201d<\/p>\n

Onun bu s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6\u011frencinin i\u00e7ini s\u0131zlatt\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cE\u011fer bir yabanc\u0131n\u0131n teklifi yanl\u0131\u015f anla\u015f\u0131lmazsa,\u201d dedi, \u201cm\u00fctevaz\u0131 evimi\u00a0bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nak olarak, bendenizi de sad\u0131k bir dost olarak kabul buyurman\u0131z\u0131 rica ederim. Paris\u2019te benim de arkada\u015f\u0131m yok, bu \u00fclkede bir yabanc\u0131y\u0131m; ama bir\u00a0i\u015fe yarayacaksam emrinizdeyim; varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m size feda olsun, yeter ki size bir zarar gelmesin, kimse sizi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmesin.\u201d<\/p>\n

Gen\u00e7 adam\u0131n bu s\u00f6zlerindeki d\u00fcr\u00fcst i\u00e7tenlik etkisini g\u00f6stermekte\u00a0gecikmedi. Ama yabanc\u0131 \u015fivesi de, Paris\u2019in malum bitirimlerinden biri olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6stermesi bak\u0131m\u0131ndan az etkili olmad\u0131. Ger\u00e7ekten de sahici bir\u00a0g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fcl\u00fck, g\u00fczel ve etkili s\u00f6zlerle dile gelince en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir ku\u015fkuya yer b\u0131rakmaz. B\u00f6ylece, gidecek yeri olmayan yabanc\u0131 kendini b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcyle\u00a0\u00f6\u011frencinin himayesine teslim etti.<\/p>\n

Wolfgang, Pont Neuf boyunca ve IV. Henri\u2019nin (Fransa kral\u0131 IV. Henri\u2019nin, Seine nehri \u00fczerindeki en eski k\u00f6pr\u00fc olan Pont Neuf\u2019e 1615\u2019te dikilen\u00a0<\/em>heykeli 1792\u2019de Frans\u0131z Devrimi s\u0131ras\u0131nda y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, 1818\u2019de yeniden yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.)<\/em><\/strong> heykelinin halk\u00a0taraf\u0131ndan y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden ge\u00e7erlerken g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fckle y\u00fcr\u00fcyebilen kad\u0131n\u0131n koluna girdi. F\u0131rt\u0131na dinmi\u015f, g\u00f6k g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcleri uzaktan uza\u011fa duyulur olmu\u015ftu. Paris t\u00fcmden suskunlu\u011fa g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f; insan tutkusunun o b\u00fcy\u00fck yanarda\u011f\u0131, ertesi\u00a0g\u00fcn\u00fcn patlamalar\u0131 i\u00e7in taze g\u00fc\u00e7 toplamak \u00fczere uykuya yatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00d6\u011frenci,\u00a0yan\u0131ndaki kad\u0131nla birlikte, Quartier Latin\u2019in eski sokaklar\u0131ndan ve Sorbonne\u2019un kopkoyu duvarlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7erek, kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 rengi solmu\u015f\u00a0b\u00fcy\u00fck binaya vard\u0131. Onlar\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131layan ya\u015fl\u0131 kap\u0131c\u0131 kad\u0131n, melankolik<\/a> Wolfgang\u2019\u0131 yan\u0131nda bir kad\u0131nla g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131p kald\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6\u011frenci, odas\u0131na girince, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerin darl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve da\u011f\u0131n\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ilk kez k\u0131zard\u0131. Buras\u0131 eskiden soylular\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131, L\u00fcksemburg Saray\u0131\u00a0dolaylar\u0131ndaki binalardan biri oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in, bir zamanlar\u0131n g\u00f6rkemli g\u00fcnlerinden kalma kalem i\u015fi mobilyalarla d\u00f6\u015fenmi\u015f tek bir odadan \u2013eski\u00a0moda bir salon\u2013 ibaretti. Kitaplardan, k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlardan ve bildik \u00f6\u011frenci gere\u00e7lerinden ge\u00e7ilmiyordu; Wolfgang\u2019\u0131n karyolas\u0131 ise salonun bir\u00a0k\u00f6\u015fesindeki ni\u015fteydi.<\/p>\n

Wolfgang, oda ayd\u0131nlan\u0131p da yabanc\u0131y\u0131 daha a\u00e7\u0131k se\u00e7ik g\u00f6rme olana\u011f\u0131 buldu\u011funda, g\u00fczelli\u011fi kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda daha da kendinden ge\u00e7ti. Kad\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc\u00a0solgundu, ama y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc sarmalayan simsiyah uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131 g\u00f6z kama\u015ft\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 bir g\u00fczellik veriyordu bu solgunlu\u011fa. I\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131l yanan iri g\u00f6zlerinde tarifsiz bir\u00a0vah\u015filik okunuyordu. Siyah k\u0131yafetinden anla\u015f\u0131labildi\u011fi kadar\u0131yla, son derece bi\u00e7imli bir v\u00fccudu vard\u0131. \u00c7ok sade giysiler i\u00e7inde oldu\u011fu halde tepeden\u00a0t\u0131rna\u011fa g\u00f6z al\u0131c\u0131 bir kad\u0131nd\u0131. \u00dcst\u00fcnde s\u00fcs denilebilecek biricik \u015fey, boynundaki elmaslarla bezeli geni\u015f, siyah tasmayd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6\u011frenci, art\u0131k kendisine s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bulunan bu \u00e7aresiz varl\u0131ktan nas\u0131l\u00a0kurtulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilemez bir haldeydi. Odas\u0131n\u0131 ona b\u0131rakmak ve kendisine ba\u015fka bir yer bulmak ge\u00e7ti akl\u0131ndan. Gel g\u00f6r ki, kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ekicili\u011finden o kadar\u00a0b\u00fcy\u00fclenmi\u015f, akl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan gitmi\u015fti ki, kendini kad\u0131n\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7ekip alam\u0131yordu. \u00dcstelik benzersiz ve esrarengiz bir edas\u0131 vard\u0131 bu kad\u0131n\u0131n. Art\u0131k\u00a0giyotinden s\u00f6z etmiyordu. Ist\u0131rab\u0131 da dinmi\u015f gibiydi. \u00d6\u011frencinin g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi \u00f6zen \u00f6nce g\u00fcvenini, sonra da belli ki kalbini kazanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Anla\u015f\u0131lan kad\u0131n da\u00a0onun gibi tutkulu biriydi ve tutkulu insanlar hemen anlarlar birbirlerini.<\/p>\n

Wolfgang, o an\u0131n \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla, ona delicesine tutuldu\u011funu itiraf etti. Kad\u0131na o gizemli<\/a> r\u00fcyas\u0131ndan s\u00f6z a\u00e7t\u0131, onu daha hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmemi\u015fken kalbini ona\u00a0nas\u0131l kapt\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131. Kad\u0131n Wolfgang\u2019\u0131n bu s\u00f6zlerinden garip bir bi\u00e7imde etkilenmi\u015fti; o da delikanl\u0131ya kar\u015f\u0131 tarifi m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayan bir istek\u00a0duydu\u011funu itiraf etti. G\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin, \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nca davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc. Eski \u00f6nyarg\u0131lar ve bo\u015f inan\u00e7lar\u0131n defteri d\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, her \u015fey \u201cAk\u0131l\u00a0Tanr\u0131\u00e7as\u0131\u201d n\u0131n buyru\u011fu alt\u0131na girmi\u015fti. Eskinin daha ba\u015fka sa\u00e7mal\u0131klar\u0131yla birlikte evlilikle ilgili gelenekler ve t\u00f6renler de akl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda insanlar\u00a0taraf\u0131ndan gereksiz birer ayakba\u011f\u0131 olarak g\u00f6r\u00fclmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. S\u00f6zl\u00fc anla\u015fmalar ge\u00e7erlikteydi. Wolfgang da kendini zaman\u0131n serbest fikirlerine\u00a0kapt\u0131rmayacak bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn adam\u0131 say\u0131lmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cNeden ayr\u0131lal\u0131m ki?\u201d dedi. \u201cKalplerimiz birle\u015fti; akl\u0131n ve erdemin g\u00f6z\u00fcnde biriz art\u0131k. Onurlu ruhlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 birbirine ba\u011flamak i\u00e7in o i\u011fren\u00e7\u00a0geleneklere ne gerek var?\u201d<\/p>\n

Wolfgang\u2019\u0131n dediklerini dinlerken yabanc\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7i i\u00e7ine s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yordu: Belli ki, o da ayn\u0131 anlay\u0131\u015fla e\u011fitilip ayd\u0131nlat\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u00a0Wolfgang, \u201cNe evin var, ne de bir kimsen,\u201d diye devam etti; \u201cb\u0131rak her \u015feyin ben olay\u0131m, daha da iyisi ikimiz birbirimizin her \u015feyi olal\u0131m.\u00a0Gelenekler zorunluysa, geleneklere ille de uymam\u0131z gerekiyorsa \u2013 i\u015fte sana elimi uzat\u0131yorum. Sonsuza kadar senin olaca\u011f\u0131ma yemin ediyorum.\u201d<\/p>\n

Yabanc\u0131, temkinli bir sesle, \u201cSonsuza kadar m\u0131?\u201d diye sordu.<\/p>\n

\u201cSonsuza kadar!\u201d diye yineledi Wolfgang.<\/p>\n

Yabanc\u0131 kendisine uzanan eli s\u0131k\u0131ca tuttu: \u201c\u00d6yleyse ben de seninim,\u201d diye\u00a0m\u0131r\u0131ldanarak Wolfgang\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne yasland\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6\u011frenci, de\u011fi\u015fen durumuna uygun, daha ferah bir daire bulmak i\u00e7in ertesi sabah erkenden gelini daha uyurken kendini sokaklara att\u0131. D\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, bir\u00a0de bakt\u0131, yabanc\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 yataktan sarkm\u0131\u015f, bir kolu da ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya uzanm\u0131\u015f. Seslendiyse de bir yan\u0131t gelmedi. Bu rahats\u0131z yat\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131\u00a0de\u011fi\u015ftirsin diye uyand\u0131rmak i\u00e7in yakla\u015ft\u0131. Elini tuttu\u011funda buz gibi oldu\u011funu fark etti \u2013nabz\u0131 atm\u0131yordu\u2013 y\u00fcz\u00fc bembeyaz, kire\u00e7 gibiydi. S\u00f6z\u00fcn k\u0131sas\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcyd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Deh\u015fete kap\u0131lan, \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131na d\u00f6nen Wolfgang binay\u0131 aya\u011fa kald\u0131rd\u0131. Her\u00a0kafadan bir ses \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Polise haber verildi. Polis memuru odaya girip de \u00f6l\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez \u00fcrkerek geri \u00e7ekildi.<\/p>\n

\u201cY\u00fcce Tanr\u0131m!\u201d diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cBu kad\u0131n buraya nas\u0131l geldi?\u201d<\/p>\n

Wolfgang, \u201cYoksa onunla ilgili bir \u015fey mi biliyorsunuz?\u201d diye at\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cNas\u0131l bilmem!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 polis memuru: \u201cD\u00fcn giyotinle ba\u015f\u0131\u00a0vuruldu!\u201d<\/p>\n

Sonra yakla\u015f\u0131p \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn boynundaki siyah tasmay\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131; ba\u015f yere yuvarland\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6\u011frenci cinnet getiriyordu. \u201c\u0130blisin i\u015fi bu! \u0130blis avcuna ald\u0131 beni!\u201d diye\u00a0\u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k atmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. \u201cSonsuza kadar lanetlendim!\u201d<\/p>\n

Oradakiler onu yat\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131lar, ama bo\u015funa. Deh\u015fetengiz bir inanca kap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, k\u00f6t\u00fcc\u00fcl bir ruhun kendisini kapana k\u0131st\u0131rmak i\u00e7in \u00f6l\u00fcy\u00fc\u00a0diriltti\u011fine inan\u0131yordu. Sonunda akl\u0131n\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131 ve bir t\u0131marhanede \u00f6ld\u00fc. Kafas\u0131n\u0131 cinlere perilere takm\u0131\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 beyefendi hikayeyi<\/a> burada\u00a0noktalad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Soru sorup duran beyefendi ise, \u201cPeki, ger\u00e7ekten olmu\u015f mu bu olay?\u201d diyecek oldu.<\/p>\n

\u201cSu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr yan\u0131 yok,\u201d diye yan\u0131tlad\u0131 beriki. \u201cBirinci a\u011f\u0131zdan dinledim.<\/p>\n

\u00d6\u011frenci kendisi anlatt\u0131. Onu Paris\u2019te bir t\u0131marhanede g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.\u201d<\/p>\n

Washington Irving<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u00dcrpertici Bir Hikaye; “Alman \u00d6\u011frencinin Ba\u015f\u0131ndan Ge\u00e7en” Frans\u0131z devriminin en \u00e7alkant\u0131l\u0131 d\u00f6neminin s\u00fcregeldi\u011fi f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 bir gecenin ilerlemi\u015f bir vaktinde, gen\u00e7 bir Alman Paris\u2019in eski kesiminden\u00a0ge\u00e7erek pansiyonuna d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. \u015eim\u015fekler \u00e7ak\u0131yor, g\u00f6k g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcleri dik, dar sokaklarda g\u00fcmb\u00fcr g\u00fcmb\u00fcr g\u00fcmb\u00fcrd\u00fcyordu \u2013 ama \u00f6nce bu gen\u00e7 Almanla ilgili bir \u015feyler anlatmal\u0131y\u0131m size. Gottfried Wolfgang, iyi bir aileden gelen bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2680,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[329],"tags":[331,27,17,713,134,462,201,26,61,913,484,57,719,219,461],"yoast_head":"\n