GURBET HiKAYELER\u0130 “YARA”<\/span><\/h2>\n

Refik Halid Karay<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00fcne\u015f \u00e7oktan batm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; fakat \u00e7iftlik gene, sabah oluyormu\u015f gibi, \u015fevkini kaybetmeyen bir ayd\u0131nl\u0131k i\u00e7inde, ku\u015f c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131yla dolu, g\u00f6lgesiz, h\u00fcz\u00fcns\u00fczd\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u0131cak iklimlerin ak\u015famlar\u0131nda,<\/a> zaten, bizim sabahlar\u0131m\u0131zda duyulan ne\u015fe daha do\u011frusu, bir hayata, rahata giri\u015f keyfi vard\u0131r. G\u00f6zlerinizin \u00e7i\u011f \u0131\u015f\u0131ktan ve g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn nefes darl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kurtulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek bir \u015feyler yapmak, bir zevke haz\u0131rlanmak istersiniz. Ben de emirerine dam \u00fcst\u00fcnde nargilemi haz\u0131rlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, kahvemi bekliyordum; birden avluya d\u00f6rt atl\u0131 girdi, d\u00f6rt silahl\u0131 Bedevi …<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu dedi\u011fim tarihte Sultan Hamit’in Suriye’ deki \u00e7\u00f6l \u00e7iftliklerinden birinde m\u00fcd\u00fcrd\u00fcm. O zamanlar b\u00f6yle yerlere subaylardan kahya, askerlerden korucu g\u00f6nderilirdi; a\u015firet Araplar\u0131n\u0131n ak\u0131nlar\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 koymak i\u00e7in …<\/span><\/p>\n

Gelenlerin en ya\u015fl\u0131s\u0131, k\u0131sra\u011f\u0131ndan inip kar\u015f\u0131ma dikildi.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sordum:<\/span><\/p>\n

“Hayrola, ya \u015eeyh?”<\/span><\/p>\n

Mesele her zaman olan i\u015flerden: \u0130ki a\u015firet, bir gazve (sava\u015f, cenk) esnas\u0131nda \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015flar, bu d\u00f6rt ki\u015fi g\u00fc\u00e7 bela bask\u0131ndan kurtulup bana s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, geceyi ge\u00e7irmek istiyorlar.<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00f6rd\u00fc de silahlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p etraf\u0131ma, dam\u0131n toprak zeminine \u00e7\u00f6meldiler. Ya\u015fl\u0131s\u0131 ma\u015flahl\u0131yd\u0131; \u00f6b\u00fcrleri sadece birer entari giymi\u015flerdi; abonoz sa\u00e7lar\u0131 upuzun, \u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fc ve c\u0131v\u0131k ya\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131; kulaklar\u0131ndan demir halkalar sark\u0131yordu. Bunlar konu\u015fmuyorlard\u0131; di\u015fleri bembeyaz ve g\u00f6zleri simsiyah parlayarak bizi dikkatle dinliyorlard\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ne konu\u015facakt\u0131k? \u015eammar a\u015firetinin ka\u00e7 \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131, Hadidilerin ka\u00e7 koyunu vard\u0131? …<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir aral\u0131k kar\u015f\u0131mdaki gencin birisi hafif\u00e7e inledi. \u015eeyh sordu:<\/span><\/p>\n

“Hasta m\u0131s\u0131n?”<\/span><\/p>\n

“Hay\u0131r.”<\/span><\/p>\n

“Yaral\u0131 m\u0131s\u0131n?”<\/span><\/p>\n

“Galiba!<\/span><\/p>\n

Ve omzunu i\u015faret etti,<\/span><\/p>\n

Ere seslenip feneri getirttim. Oralarda fener ve lamba ancak b\u00f6yle i\u015flerde, m\u00fchim sebepler olduk\u00e7a kullan\u0131l\u0131r. Ay olmasa da y\u0131ld\u0131zlar yak\u0131ndan p\u0131r\u0131lda\u015f\u0131r; y\u0131ld\u0131zlar bile \u00f6rt\u00fclse gene g\u00f6kte \u0131\u015f\u0131k yerine ge\u00e7en bir cila parlar. Bedevi’nin s\u0131rt\u0131na bakt\u0131k. Sol taraf\u0131ndan bir kur\u015fun yemi\u015f. Kan, i\u00e7ine s\u0131zm\u0131\u015f olacak ki entarisi boyanmam\u0131\u015f. Yaln\u0131z yaran\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda kurumu\u015f kahve telvesini and\u0131ran p\u0131ht\u0131lar birikmi\u015f; g\u00fcne\u015ften<\/span>
\nkerpi\u00e7 kesmi\u015f olan kan p\u0131ht\u0131lar\u0131 …<\/span><\/p>\n

“Kur\u015fun i\u00e7eride kalm\u0131\u015f!” dedim.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u015eeyh ba\u015f\u0131yla tasdik etti. Sonra hi\u00e7bir \u015fey demeden erin elinden feneri ald\u0131, avluya indi. Yere e\u011filmi\u015f, uzun uzun, bir \u015feyler arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yukar\u0131dan g\u00f6r\u00fcyorduk.<\/span><\/p>\n

Neden sonra geldi: Bir \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck de\u011fnek par\u00e7as\u0131 ve mundar bir pa\u00e7avra ile …<\/span><\/p>\n

Yo\u011furt s\u00fczd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz eski, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck torbadan at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir par\u00e7a …<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu pa\u00e7avray\u0131 de\u011fne\u011fe iyice; s\u0131k\u0131ca sard\u0131; di\u015fleriyle bir de d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yapt\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

“Zeytinya\u011f\u0131 bulunur mu?”<\/span><\/p>\n

“Olacak. .. “<\/span><\/p>\n

Gen\u00e7lerden birine d\u00f6nd\u00fc, bir \u015feyler s\u00f6yledi. O, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 indikten biraz sonra burnuma mutfaktan yana, tavada yak\u0131lan bir zeytinya\u011f\u0131 kokusu geliyordu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Anlad\u0131m ki bir ameliyata haz\u0131rlan\u0131yoruz.<\/span><\/p>\n

Yaral\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131ndan entarisini \u00e7ektiler. \u015eeyh benden \u00e7ak\u0131m\u0131 istedi ve uzun a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p birden yaran\u0131n i\u00e7ine dald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir kavunun bereli, ac\u0131 yerini oyup nas\u0131l atarsak \u00f6yle yapt\u0131. Fakat bu par\u00e7an\u0131n elyaf\u0131 bedenden tamamen ayr\u0131lmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki \u00e7ekti\u011fi zaman \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131; alt\u0131ndan lastik ba\u011flara tak\u0131l\u0131 imi\u015f gibi \u00e7ak\u0131n\u0131n ucundan kay\u0131p tekrar yaradaki yerine girdi. \u00c7ekip koparmak laz\u0131m gelmi\u015fti; hem de epeyce as\u0131larak …<\/span><\/p>\n

Yaral\u0131 “Off” bile demedi; sadece, omzunu, \u015f\u00f6yle, bir sinek konmu\u015f gibi oynatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u015eeyh buna bile k\u0131zd\u0131:<\/span>
\n“Ay\u0131p!” dedi. Gen\u00e7 ta\u015f kesildi.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u015eimdi \u015eeyh ‘in iki parma\u011f\u0131 – kirli, kara t\u0131rnakl\u0131 kadit parmaklar\u0131 – yaran\u0131n i\u00e7ine pasl\u0131 bir k\u0131ska\u00e7, bir kerpeten gibi sokulmu\u015ftu. Kur\u015funu bulmu\u015f, yakalam\u0131\u015f olacakt\u0131 ki yerinden oynatmak i\u00e7in t\u0131pk\u0131 \u00e7eki\u00e7siz ve kesersiz nas\u0131l bir tahtadan \u00e7ivi \u00e7\u0131karmaya u\u011fra\u015f\u0131rsak, \u00f6yle, iki tarafa sallamaya, \u0131rgalamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra b\u00fckt\u00fc … Sa\u011fa b\u00fckt\u00fc, sola b\u00fckt\u00fc. Her b\u00fck\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde yaradan koyu, kal\u0131n bir kan tabakas\u0131 kabar\u0131yordu.<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u00f6n\u00fck petrol \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda katran gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen ve s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 duyulan bir kan tabakas\u0131 … Sade s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 de\u011fil, \u00f6\u011f\u00fcrt\u00fcc\u00fc kokusunu da duyuyordum. \u00c7ocuklu\u011fumun Kurban Bayram\u0131 kokusu!<\/span><\/p>\n

\u015eeyh, yere, ayaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n alt\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 deminki t\u0131kac\u0131 eline ald\u0131; ben g\u00f6zlerimi istemeyerek kapad\u0131m. A\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman bu t\u0131ka\u00e7 yaran\u0131n i\u00e7inde idi; belli ki biraz g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fckle girmi\u015fti, zor i\u015fliyordu. \u0130\u015fliyordu diyorum; zira \u015eeyh’in merhametsiz eli bunu ta\u015f ocaklar\u0131nda barut deli\u011fi a\u00e7anlar\u0131n k\u00fcsk\u00fcs\u00fc gibi sert, granit s\u0131rt\u0131na bir taraf\u0131na dald\u0131r\u0131p dald\u0131r\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor ve her \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131\u015f\u0131nda etrafa kan, p\u0131ht\u0131 zifosu serpi\u015ftiriyordu. Bir aral\u0131k kan fazlala\u015ft\u0131. T\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f bir musluk yala\u011f\u0131na nas\u0131l bir tel veya de\u011fnek soktu\u011funuz zaman, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan yer bulamayan su ta\u015farsa, \u00f6yle mecras\u0131z bir kan kabart\u0131s\u0131 …<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu kan yava\u015f yava\u015f azald\u0131, duruldu, kesildi.<\/span><\/p>\n

O zaman \u015eeyh yaral\u0131ya ilk defa, \u015fefkatle hitap etti:<\/span><\/p>\n

“Sabret evlat!”<\/span><\/p>\n

Bedevi genci cevap vermedi, “G\u0131k!” demedi, hatta k\u0131m\u0131ldamad\u0131, bir adalesi bile titremedi. Anlad\u0131m ki m\u00fcthi\u015f bir \u015fey olacak! Bu i\u015f de oldu: \u0130sli tavas\u0131yla kaynar zeytinya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 getirmi\u015flerdi; ya\u011f pek ustal\u0131kl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde, bir damlas\u0131 etrafa s\u0131\u00e7rat\u0131lmadan, dar a\u011f\u0131zl\u0131 bir \u015fi\u015feye hunisiz mayi aktar\u0131l\u0131r gibi, yaraya a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r bo\u015falt\u0131ld\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Zavall\u0131 Bedevi buna da dayanmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Fakat sonunda bir:<\/span><\/p>\n

“Ya Allah!” dedi, diz \u00fcst\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben, bozuk Arap\u00e7amla, ora dilini takliden; “\u00f6ld\u00fc” manas\u0131na:<\/span><\/p>\n

“Mut!” diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u015eeyh cevap verdi:<\/span><\/p>\n

“Halas!”(kurtulu\u015f, kurtulma)<\/span><\/p>\n

Ertesi sabah uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m vakit d\u00f6rt at ve d\u00f6rt Bedevi duruyordu. Gazveciler veda ve te\u015fekk\u00fcr i\u00e7in beni bekliyorlar.<\/span><\/p>\n

Yaral\u0131 belki solgundu, s\u00fcz\u00fckt\u00fc, ate\u015f i\u00e7indeydi. Fakat bu Bedevilerin rengini, halini sezmek o kadar g\u00fc\u00e7t\u00fcr ki… Elimi \u00f6pt\u00fc; yaln\u0131z \u015funu s\u00f6yledi:<\/span><\/p>\n

“\u015eu bindi\u011fim k\u0131sra\u011f\u0131m gebedir; yavrusu senindir!”<\/span><\/p>\n

K\u0131sra\u011f\u0131na atlarken ona kimse yard\u0131m etmedi. Arkalar\u0131ndan bakt\u0131m. D\u00f6rd\u00fc de dik, din\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyorlard\u0131; d\u00f6rd\u00fc de keyifli gibi idiler. Ben k\u0131z\u0131l kanl\u0131, yaraya d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcnce yan\u0131k et kokusu veren kaynar zeytinya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor, di\u015flerimi s\u0131k\u0131yordum.<\/span><\/p>\n

***<\/span><\/p>\n

Siz o tay\u0131 g\u00f6rmeliydiniz … Ha, evet s\u00f6ylemeyi unuttum:<\/span><\/p>\n

Vakadan (olay) \u00fc\u00e7 sene sonra, ben \u00e7iftlikte yokken bir Bedevi gelip bir tay b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f<\/a>, “Pa\u015faya vaat etmi\u015ftim, kendisi bilir!” demi\u015f, gitmi\u015f.<\/span><\/p>\n

Pa\u015fa dedi\u011fi benim … Daha o zaman te\u011fmendim. Fakat Bedevi’nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnde bir T\u00fcrk subay\u0131 daima pa\u015fad\u0131r.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u015ei\u015fli, 1 938 – Refik Halid Karay<\/span><\/p>\n

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GURBET HiKAYELER\u0130 “YARA” Refik Halid Karay G\u00fcne\u015f \u00e7oktan batm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; fakat \u00e7iftlik gene, sabah oluyormu\u015f gibi, \u015fevkini kaybetmeyen bir ayd\u0131nl\u0131k i\u00e7inde, ku\u015f c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131yla dolu, g\u00f6lgesiz, h\u00fcz\u00fcns\u00fczd\u00fc. S\u0131cak iklimlerin ak\u015famlar\u0131nda, zaten, bizim sabahlar\u0131m\u0131zda duyulan ne\u015fe daha do\u011frusu, bir hayata, rahata giri\u015f keyfi vard\u0131r. G\u00f6zlerinizin \u00e7i\u011f \u0131\u015f\u0131ktan ve g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn nefes darl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kurtulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek bir \u015feyler yapmak, bir zevke […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":8972,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[164,753,36],"tags":[487,2508,27,1091,17,713,1418,1416,119,1450,1280,65,1326,26,61,913,1449,57,719,1423,219,2509],"yoast_head":"\n