<\/span>Gurbet Hikayeleri “\u00c7IBAN”<\/span><\/strong><\/h2>\n

Refik Halit Karay<\/span><\/p>\n

Siz Halep \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131ndan korkuyorsunuz, Halep, Musul, Ba\u011fdat \u00e7\u0131banlar\u0131ndan… Halbuki onlar benim g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131m Hadramut \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda bir sivilce<\/a>, bir ben, bir s\u00fcs, belki de seksapeli artt\u0131ran bir damga, \u00e7o\u011fu defa bir \u015firinlik muskas\u0131d\u0131r.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Hi\u00e7ten veya ho\u015f bir \u015feydir. <\/span><\/p>\n

Mesela bak\u0131n\u0131z \u015fu dans eden Sitti Afife’nin sol yana\u011f\u0131ndaki minimini, s\u0131cac\u0131k, sedef par\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 \u00e7apk\u0131n k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131\u011fa… Derinin \u00f6pmeye, ok\u015famaya, hatta koklamaya davet eden bir cilvesi de\u011fil mi?\u00a0 Kad\u0131n\u0131n ceylan g\u00f6zlerine dal\u0131p kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gibi p\u00fcr\u00fczs\u00fcz yana\u011f\u0131n\u0131n par\u015f\u00f6meni \u00fcst\u00fcndeki bu cazibeli a\u015fk yolu krokisine bak\u0131p akl\u0131m\u0131zdan i\u00e7 bah\u00e7elerdeki kuytu, karanfilli manzaralar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyor muyuz?<\/span><\/p>\n

Halep \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131n\u0131n b\u00f6ylesi, \u00f6yle bir g\u00fczelin y\u00fcz\u00fcnde seher vakti g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcndeki \u00e7oban y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131 kadar y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f, taze, kokulu bir \u0131\u015f\u0131kla parlam\u0131yor, b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccuda bir k\u00f6rpelik, cinsi cazibe ve cinsi rayiha (koku) serpmiyor mu?<\/span><\/p>\n

Her ne ise, bir asker bu kadar \u015fiir yapabilir. Size daha iyisi, hikayemi anlatay\u0131m.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bize dost iki Arap emiri aras\u0131ndaki gazvelere bir nihayet vermek, dostluk kurmak i\u00e7in Yemen vali ve kumandan\u0131 \u0130zzet Pa\u015fa, beni uzak \u00e7\u00f6le, ta Hadramut hududuna g\u00f6ndermi\u015fti.\u00a0At ve hecin (iki h\u00f6rg\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc deve)\u00a0s\u0131rt\u0131nda on iki g\u00fcn yol ald\u0131ktan sonra bir masal memleketine vard\u0131m.<\/span><\/p>\n

Koca kumsallar\u0131n ortas\u0131na, sanki yer azm\u0131\u015f, arsa pahal\u0131ym\u0131\u015f gibi onar katl\u0131 al\u00e7\u0131 evler kurmu\u015flar. Bir nevi bembeyaz, fa\u011ffur apartmanlar… Balkonlar\u0131, teraslar\u0131, cumbalar\u0131 ile sipsivri, g\u00f6z kama\u015ft\u0131r\u0131c\u0131, ba\u015f d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc e\u011freti sinema kuleleri! \u00c7anak, \u00e7\u00f6mlek cinsinden \u00e7atlamaya, k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131p par\u00e7alanmaya istidatl\u0131 o kadar gevrek \u015feyler ki, insana bir top patlasa, hepsi birden “hak ile yeksan” (yerle bir olmak ) olacaklar tesirini yap\u0131yor.\u00a0 Merdivenlerden \u00e7\u0131karken ayaklar\u0131m\u0131 pek basmaktan korkuyorum.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ya\u011fmur, bu memlekette \u00fc\u00e7 d\u00f6rt senede bir ya\u011f\u0131yormu\u015f…\u00a0 Ya\u011fm\u0131yormu\u015f, bir sel halinde iniyor, sarn\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131, havuzlar\u0131, barajlar\u0131 dolduruyor, birden kesiliyormu\u015f. Ta yeni ya\u011fmura kadar kullan\u0131lan, i\u00e7ilen ve hurmal\u0131klara ak\u0131t\u0131lan bu sudur. \u00c7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f, sineklenmi\u015f, kurtlanm\u0131\u015f, kokmu\u015f bir su…<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir su le\u015fi!<\/span><\/p>\n

Emirin veziri, abanozdan kemikleri ve k\u00f6seleden derisi olan bir eski Habe\u015f k\u00f6lesi, s\u00fcte d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f hamam b\u00f6ce\u011fi gibi tiksindirici, iri, kara g\u00f6zlerini, mavimt\u0131rak aklar\u0131 i\u00e7inde \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131rarak tembih etti:<\/span><\/p>\n

“Ya Hazreti Kaid, cibinli\u011finizi uyurken a\u00e7\u0131k b\u0131rakmay\u0131n\u0131z, bir sinek vard\u0131r, sokarsa habis bir \u00e7\u0131ban yapar, tedavisi zordur.”<\/span><\/p>\n

Arap, “habis” kelimesini her ne i\u00e7in kullan\u0131rsa ondan \u00e7ekinmelidir.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben de \u00e7ekindim, cibinli\u011fimi her zaman s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131 \u00f6rtt\u00fcm. Kenarlar\u0131n\u0131 \u015filtenin aras\u0131na elimle soktum. Nas\u0131l \u00f6rt\u00fcneyim, sokmayay\u0131m, korkmayay\u0131m? \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131da, pazarda y\u00fczleri yar\u0131dan yar\u0131ya kemirilip, oyulmu\u015f i\u011fren\u00e7 adamlara rast gelip “frengiden mi?” diye sordu\u011fum vakit:<\/span><\/p>\n

“Hay\u0131r,” diyorlard\u0131, “habis \u00e7\u0131bandan… “<\/span><\/p>\n

Bu habis \u00e7\u0131ban, nerede \u00e7\u0131karsa, etraf\u0131n\u0131 bir selin a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 oyuk gibi de\u015fiyor, g\u00f6z veya burun, ne bulursa al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyordu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn \u015faka\u011f\u0131mda tatl\u0131 bir ka\u015f\u0131nt\u0131 duydum; aynama bakt\u0131m; hafif bir k\u0131zar\u0131kl\u0131k, ortas\u0131nda ba\u015fs\u0131z bir sivilce…<\/span><\/p>\n

Hemen vezire ko\u015ftum. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallad\u0131, ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 oynatt\u0131, sonra ellerini birbirine vurdu. Gelen k\u00f6lesine bir emir verdi:<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7eriye bir kocakar\u0131 soktular. De\u011fil hakikatte, kabus ge\u00e7irirken bile kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fman\u0131z\u0131 tavsiye edemeyece\u011fim bir cad\u0131… Alt\u0131nda k\u00fcp\u00fc, elinde s\u00fcp\u00fcrgesi eksikti. Ka\u015f\u0131nan yeri bir de o g\u00f6zden ge\u00e7irdi ve h\u00fckm\u00fcn\u00fc verdi:<\/span><\/p>\n

“Ta kendisi!”<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte size, \u015fimdi d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en acayip bir \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131ndan ve tedavisinden bahsedece\u011fim: \u0130lk i\u015f hurmal\u0131klar alt\u0131na rahat bir d\u00f6\u015fek kurmak oldu. Beni i\u00e7ine yat\u0131rd\u0131lar ve hizmetime \u00fc\u00e7 Sudanl\u0131 k\u00f6le ay\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/span><\/p>\n

Emir demi\u015fti ki:<\/span><\/p>\n

“San\u2019a\u2019 ya d\u00f6nmeniz i\u00e7in iki hafta yolda ge\u00e7irmeniz laz\u0131m gelir, tedavi vaktini ge\u00e7irmi\u015f olursunuz. Hem orada bunu bilen yoktur. Biz, Allah’\u0131n izniyle sizi iyi etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131z.”<\/span><\/p>\n

Cad\u0131, her seher vakti ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n ucuna dikiliyor, \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131 muayene ediyor, “Daha olmam\u0131\u015f!” diyerek d\u00f6n\u00fcp gidiyordu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Nihayet bir sabah k\u0131vam\u0131n\u0131 buldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi ve bir i\u011fne ile sivilcenin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yerinden, b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn koparmadan usulcac\u0131k oynatt\u0131. Sonra koynundan bir yumak \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131, ucunu o sivilcenin, yaraya hen\u00fcz tak\u0131l\u0131 olan ba\u015f\u0131na ilmikledi.<\/span><\/p>\n

Yuma\u011f\u0131 sa\u011fd\u0131 sa\u011fd\u0131, \u00f6teki ucunu da hurma a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt dallar\u0131ndan birine ba\u011flad\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

Hissettim ki yuma\u011f\u0131n daldaki ucuyla \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7inde g\u00f6remedi\u011fim bir kat\u0131 yumak birbirine eklenmi\u015ftir.<\/span><\/p>\n

Tembih \u015fu idi:<\/span><\/p>\n

On g\u00fcn k\u0131m\u0131ldamadan yatmak ve bu ipli\u011fi koparmamak!<\/span><\/p>\n

Hayat\u0131m bu ipli\u011fe ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u015eayet o koparsa \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc i\u00e7inde kal\u0131r ve benim de y\u00fcz\u00fcm, \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131da rastlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m Bedevilerinki gibi gelir, de\u015filir, yara \u00e7ene kemiklerimi meydana \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r, bir g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc de al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

Onun i\u00e7indir ki k\u0131m\u0131ldanmadan, k\u0131m\u0131ldan\u0131r\u0131m diye uyumadan yat\u0131yordum. G\u00f6zlerim \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131mla hurma dal\u0131 aras\u0131nda hafif hafif sallanan incecik tirede, kal\u0131p gibi yat\u0131yordum.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ve o tire her g\u00fcn birazc\u0131k daha gev\u015fiyor, yaramdan eklenen par\u00e7a ile uzuyor. Bir \u00f6r\u00fcmcek a\u011f\u0131 teli gibi iki ba\u015ftan tutturulmu\u015f, bo\u015flukta gidip gidip geliyordu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 dimdik tutarak g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri \u00e7\u00f6l g\u00fcne\u015finin kalaylad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kama\u015ft\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fe g\u00f6zlerimi kap\u0131yor, geceleri a\u00e7arak kalayl\u0131 g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn i\u015flenmi\u015f manzaras\u0131nda dinlendiriyordum.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fcphesiz ki \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131m\u0131n kozas\u0131 her g\u00fcn biraz daha sa\u011f\u0131l\u0131yor, bo\u015fan\u0131yor, ufal\u0131yor, t\u00fckeniyordu.<\/span><\/p>\n

“Ya koparsa?” diyordum.<\/span><\/p>\n

K\u00f6leler, korku i\u00e7inde, bir a\u011f\u0131zdan hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

“Allah saklas\u0131n!”<\/span><\/p>\n

S\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 bir r\u00fczgar, bir ya\u011fmur, maazallah bir kum f\u0131rt\u0131nas\u0131 yahut, k\u00f6lelerin dikkatsizli\u011fine u\u011frayarak i\u00e7imin ge\u00e7ti\u011fi bir s\u0131rada sersemlikle k\u0131m\u0131ldan\u0131vermem \u00e7\u00f6l s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131nda pi\u015ferek yava\u015f yava\u015f ibri\u015fimlenen bu cerahat tiresini koparabilirdi. O zaman?<\/span><\/p>\n

Akl\u0131ma hemen tabancam geliyordu, tam \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131m\u0131n oldu\u011fu yere namlusunun dayanaca\u011f\u0131 toplu, eski sistem, dom dom kur\u015funlu tabancam.<\/span><\/p>\n

Onuncu g\u00fcn\u00fc Emir geldi, vezir geldi, e\u015fraf ve ahali geldi, hurma orman\u0131 panay\u0131r yeri gibi insanla doldu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Cad\u0131 da gelmi\u015fti.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130\u011fnesini \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131ma soktu, hi\u00e7 a\u011fr\u0131 duymuyordum, i\u00e7inden ha\u015flanm\u0131\u015f bal\u0131k g\u00f6z\u00fcne benzetti\u011fim ufac\u0131k, toparlac\u0131k, bembeyaz bir sert boncuk \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131, etrafa g\u00f6sterdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

“\u00d6z\u00fc al\u0131nd\u0131!” diye ba\u015f\u0131mdakiler sevindiler.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sevin\u00e7 ahaliye de ge\u00e7ti. Darbukalar \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131, k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 kalkan<\/a> oynand\u0131. Allah’a, padi\u015faha, emire dualar edildi.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ben, ucu daldan \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcp elime verilen tireye bak\u0131yordum: Kad\u0131n\u0131n yuma\u011f\u0131ndaki iplikle \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131mdan bo\u015fanan aras\u0131nda hi\u00e7 fark yoktu. Avcumda incecik, sa\u011flam, yar\u0131 \u015feffaf, sar\u0131ya bakan bir bal\u0131k oltas\u0131 tutuyordum.<\/span><\/p>\n

Binba\u015f\u0131 \u015faka\u011f\u0131nda eski bir yan\u0131\u011fa benzeyen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6sterdikten sonra, hasret sezilen bir sesle:<\/span><\/p>\n

“\u0130mparatorluk zabiti neler \u00e7eker, fakat neler g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc!” dedi, elini kadehine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/span>
\nL\u00fcbnan, 1 930 –\u00a0Refik Halit Karay<\/span><\/p>\n

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Gurbet Hikayeleri “\u00c7IBAN” Refik Halit Karay Siz Halep \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131ndan korkuyorsunuz, Halep, Musul, Ba\u011fdat \u00e7\u0131banlar\u0131ndan… Halbuki onlar benim g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131m Hadramut \u00e7\u0131ban\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda bir sivilce, bir ben, bir s\u00fcs, belki de seksapeli artt\u0131ran bir damga, \u00e7o\u011fu defa bir \u015firinlik muskas\u0131d\u0131r.\u00a0 Hi\u00e7ten veya ho\u015f bir \u015feydir. Mesela bak\u0131n\u0131z \u015fu dans eden Sitti Afife’nin sol yana\u011f\u0131ndaki minimini, s\u0131cac\u0131k, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9053,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[164,2569],"tags":[2570,2508,2571,2572,27,17,131,668,134,119,115,65,1423,1422],"yoast_head":"\n